Drink total tonight: 1 rum and coke, 1 cranberry vodka, 2 vodka shots and 4 raspberry kamakazies. Good times.

I don't know if i have drank too much. Is 8 a good number?

I saw bobby trendy at the gay club!

@ the mall. What a bunch of idiots. All waiting in line for a new iphone.

I am lucky that i know one person in my math class. An old friend from years ago. If i ever need some help, he is there. Only 30 minutes to go.

Mobile: On my way home from work, i saw an x. I think its him. I mean, how many tall white douche bag guys live in the greater sacto area? Ugh. Oh well.

But my heart will still jump because to me, they look the same///

Song of the Day:: Ima Robot> Black Jettas
*When I lived with my parents, I would play this song and dance around Jetta in my bedroom.




Dad sent me a text message after I had gotten out of the shower @ 715am. He usually doesn't send many texts (unless he wants something).

Dad - Bring my shovel. I need to bury Jetta.
Manda - She died?
Dad - No Amanda, I just want to bury her... Of course she died.
Manda - When did this happen?
Dad - Last night.
Manda - I'll bring it after work. Is that okay?
Dad - Sure. She is not going anywhere.

Funny, when my Grandma died in April I found out on a Friday too. What a way to start off a weekend. Burring the dog I got when I was 13. *sigh* She lived a long life. She even out lived some of the cats that she helped raise when their mom died.




This is the only photo of here that I can find at the moment. She got real sick during Christmas time and I thought we were going to loose her then. Mom had to feed her with a eyedropper. Not long after that, she lost her vision. She had a hard time dealing with being blind. She would run into the walls, furniture and would trip in the doorway getting in and out of the house. Mom called her a "roomba" because when she was outside, she would walk in circles. She, like my Grandma, never lost her spunk. She lost quite a bit of weight in her last few months but she was always excited to see hear that Paul and I were over visiting my parents. I miss her so much. She was the best thing about growing up at my parents house. She will always be my special girl... My parents use to call us sisters (we both had long black messy hair)... I wish the people I love most in the world would stop dying.

She is sleeping with the angels now... Having a blast with my Grandma and Grandpa. She lived a great 13 years... The best 13 years ever.


RIP Jetta Ramirez
10/31/96 - 6/4/09

It's conversations like this that make me laugh... Via MSN Messenger. (The picture/ icon was of me and Bengie of the San Francisco Giants):


Dr. Darrick: who's the guy in the pic with u
Manda: oh. a baseball player i met at the game this weekend...
Dr. Darrick: ok, thot if u were cheeting on your bf putting your pic with the new guy on messenger not too smart
Manda: lol yeah right. paul was the one who took the picture
Dr. Darrick: is he a giant?
Manda: yea he is their catcher (the guy in the picture)
Dr. Darrick: oh.. i like cathcers!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nicotine, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstasy, and alcohol///

So, I have had the worst day at work. No need for details... Lets just say that I got yelled at for something that I know shouldn't have been a big deal... Some car almost caused me to get into an accident by my house...

When I got home, I immediately took a shot of the Jägermeister that was in the freezer. Since then, I have had 2 shots of Jägermeister, 1 of Jack Daniels, and too much of Paul's Manischewitz Wine that he bought for a passover dinner that we have yet to have. Needless to say, I have had a lot to drink... I don't know how i have managed to type like i am tho. God bless spell check. I think my head is swaying from left to right... And something like that. I tried to tell my coworkr about it via tect messages... and then when I got to thew computer, I sent her the floowuing:

A: yah, i am not cool. but ther is nothing i can do about it
S: what did he even yell at u for? he yelled at me for not sending u back to him too hahaha
A: lame. he was telling me that i gave him attitude. and that i was fucking up on phone numbers and how i was pretty muvh beiung sassy and all with attitude im trying to drown it out tho. i have had like 6 shots of different things so far since I've gotten home
S: you're sassy? whatever. not like he doesn't mess up ever or give psycho attitude. ignore it drink it up!!!! have fun at iron man
A: i know i know. i was thinging the samn thing too.yeah, i think we are gonna walkt to the movies cause i conned paul to drink too. i am hopeing that i can some how vomit the thought of you know whoi out
S: yea u better walk!!! i can tell by your typing!!! :)
A: i know
S: don't let me see u two on cops in any street fights on arden either
A: i am not even really thinkiung about how i type. if you see me on cops, then we all have a problem. you for watching it and me for being that supid for being on it
S: i only watch the you tube clips of it if it's something good. :P k I'm signing out he wants to watch me do the backup. have fun! walk safe
A: like the trannies? Amanda: i will
S: yes the ones that remind me of Dr.d. k ta ta
A: late1

I think I am gonna pass out next to my Paul. I hope I don't pass out while walking to the movies. Weak.