Wondering...

Would I be selfish if I wondered when I will get married? I know that being married is just legality and other stuff and we live our life like we practically are married anyways... But a girl can dream tho. I am just kinda jealous of seeing my friends getting to that point and I haven't yet. I should just be lucky I have someone who has been there for me for almost 4 years now. Being together that long makes me know that when we do get to that point, it will be worth it. I am not a huge fan of getting engaged when they have only been dating for a short time.